Some more of my Insanity

I have realized, all of my friends are extreme drama queens. My own supposed best friend flirst with my boyfriend, and she can say its just her personality but i didnt know peoples personalities forced them to flirt with someone elses man. i understand being a flirt but theres only so much a person can believe. Then there are people that make up bs stories that their boyfriend got stabbed and that she is in a gang and that shes a drug dealer and that her father beats her, but i have been to that house and her dad wouldnt hurt a fly he may bitch but he'd never hurt her, and about her "boyfriend" the name she said he had was the same as her bestfriends actual boyfriend at the time, all the "texts" she recieved were all in her draft box that she made and saved herself, then, as if that wasnt bad enough she made up a pwerson that would come over to her house and left me a voice mail and she pretended to be this guy, AND i still have it so she cant call me a liar. Another friend i have is a bipolar dork, he goes from being completly cool to an asshole within less then 5 minutes, he calls me his best girlfriend, and there are things he knows about me that no one outside my mom and dad knows. and i wish that i could tell him everything because thats how much i trust him, but even though that is true im not sure how fast some of my stuff will be spread if i trust everyone that i think i trust. Then there is my boyfriend, hes probably the sweetest guy, besides my dad, that i have ever met. i trust him not to drop me, i trust that he isnt going to leave me and that he will always be there for me. i dont know why the guy i have only known for a month has more trust then any of my girlfriends, and i think i may understand it. hes the first guy to just hold me sometimes, kiss my forehead and my cheeks and my hands, he holds my hand and doesnt say that its rushing things, I look forward to being around him because he makes me feel like a princess. He calls me his sunshine. and he calls me and talks to me till next to the second i go to bed and it makes me feel safe.
I hope EVERONE has someone that makes you feel that special, because there is no greater feeling then being able o get on the phone with someone and feel like no matter how shitty the day you had was they are always there to pull you back from that day and make you feel perfect.

Things and People

Through out my life I have met many people. People that have brought me somewhere in life. People that have helped me find parts of myself. People that have brought me a friendship i couldnt find anywhere else. But no matter what, i believe that all these people have a reason in your life and you arent meant to cut them out of your life over a fight or a dispute.
The guy i am currently in a relationship with, i would have never met if it wasnt for a friend we had in common. And he pointed that out to me a few days ago, and if it wasnt for the friend in common we had we probably never would have became friends and probably never ended up dating.
My mom always tells me no to live in the drama, and i understand that certain people cant live without it, especially in my circle of friends. And they all believe that everything in life should be handed to them. BUT isnt that how we all are at times? Just because people spread drama or live in drama is no reason to cut them out of your life. they are people too and maybe the reason they spread this fake stuff is to try to get over what is truly bothering them
You never know what each individual is going through, you may see people with the most expencive of possesions but it doesnt matter, Things dont matter.