Why do we always question our loves, even though we know that the other wouldnt ever cheat we still accuse them. Whether it has happened in our past or whether its something we believe to be true. People, myself included, do this constantly, and it pushes the other person away for no good reason
I found Ryan, the first guy i have ever brought home to meet anyone other then my mom, he has met my Mom,Dad,Grandparents and my two cousins and they all love him. Then i have met his mom and sorta stepdad, his brother and sister and his step brother and his aunt and her two kids. We have both shown ourselves in our others family life.
I try to share everything with him but its difficult because of the fact that i have told people everything before and then they left, like my best friend kyle who i ended up dating and having dump me. I want to be able to tell ryan everything but kyle especially killed all my trust in my friends, there are a few i had that graduated and left and then there are some that moved away this summer, and some that just grew apart from me.
Whatever way you spin it, it is going to take time for me to grow to trust Ryan and anyone new that comes into my life
